...rejected.once.again...unallowed.in.that.which.is.special...

The one and only place that I have ever felt slightly accepted my whole life has now rejected me. Why? The people from that place think that I'm even worse than I really am. Assumptions. I've asked plenty of times to explain things thoroughly so that they may understand the full drift of everything that has happened, but they refuse. I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm rejected. I'm pissed. I'm back to the normal state in which I fit best. I was happy for a while. Happy is nice. Happy is good. But happy is not me.

back & forth