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Another endless night of being alone and not being able to fall into lifeless sleep, even with my eyes closed, as I lay alone in the dark.
My mind drifts, and wanders, and becomes more busy as my body becomes more relaxed, and I go into a fit of various nonsensical depth. It's different here. This new state of mind. I am not alone anymore. I know not whether this is good. But it feels nice. A hug is a good thing. I realize that now. Best friends are good things, as well. It feels good to laugh. to dance. to scream. to joke. to hug. to kiss. to finally find those that I love enough to be myself around. |